BEDA Day 20: How is it only Wednesday? This week is so long.

WHY IS IT NOT FRIDAY YET. UGH.
This week has been dragging on and on and I just want it to be over.
Today consisted of nothingness. It was a very long day. 6 a.m. class, home at noon, then back to school at 4:30.
I didn't even get to see if my laptop was doing okay. :[
It's 11:17 p.m. and I have STILL not finished my make up design project for tomorrow, because I have been doing my English assignment since I've been home. asdfghjkl it's going to be a long night, so I'm probably going to cut this short.
Also, today is 4/20 which is the single most stupidest 'holiday' people celebrate. Like, shut the fuck up. You're not cool with getting high. You're gross and stupid, and it's also Hitler's birthday, so it's kind of like you're celebrating Hitler's birthday, and that is NOT COOL.
Can you tell I'm agitated?
Even in college that's all people talk about on this stupid day.
I stand by this, as I always have, I will not tolerate people who do drugs.
/endrant/
I need to do my assignment, byeee.

BEDA Day 19: I Love Having Days Off

Today I didn't have class because Caroline is in Washington D.C. Yayyyy. I needed a day off so bad. Yesterday, I actually took a nap, and I slept from 6 p.m. yesterday until 11 a.m. this morning. Wow. Caught up on all my sleep now, haha.
I did have a slight interruption at 1 a.m. though. I had a dream about The Silence, the new Doctor Who monster, last night. It was probably the most terrifying dream I have ever had, but you know what's weird,  I can't remember it. I know that it was about them though. I woke up to myself screaming, and then I had this weird feeling that something was in my room, and I looked around for the longest time, not knowing where I was for a moment. It was so weird. The other weird thing is, the new season of Doctor Who doesn't even air until Saturday, so I haven't even seen them in the show yet. Apparently my dreams can tell the future or something, OR SILENCE WILL FALL.
Anyway, it was terrifying. The Silence look like this fyi:

Creepy as fuck, right? Maybe I'm just so excited for the new season that my dreams are reflecting it.

In other Doctor Who related news today, our beloved Elisabeth Sladen passed away with cancer this morning. :[ 

I can't quite believe it. I actually did cry today. Her character, Sarah Jane Smith, was possibly one of the best characters to be on Doctor Who. I loved her so much. Such a brilliant person. She will be incredibly missed.

The universe has to move forward. Pain and loss, they define us as much as happiness or love. Whether it’s a world, or a relationship… Everything has its time. And everything ends. - Sarah Jane Smith (School Reunion, 2006)

Goodbye, My Sarah Jane. </3

BEDA Day 18: I'M WALKIN' ON SUNSHINEEE, WHOAH-OH

Oh, what a day today has been. The sun was shining, the day was beautiful, and my semi-crush talked to me. *skips*
Despite having to take a math exam today (and most likely failing it), and being so tired that it took all my strength not to fall asleep every five seconds, I have had quite a good day.
After my stupid math exam, I went to theatre like any other day, except today, I was sporting my awesome Doctor Who/Beatles Teefury shirt, which is this one:

I wore it today specifically, knowing that if any one was going to recognise my shirt, it would be someone in the theatre department. Now, I have worn my Giraffe Love shirt that Hank Green designed, in hopes that some Nerdfighter would recognise it and I would finally have a IRL Nerdfighter friend, but unfortunately that has yet to happen. So, I wore this shirt today in hopes that I would find a Doctor Who fan, and they usually end up being Nerdfighters.

Well, when one of the groups were getting stuff ready for their scene, Jack, my professor, asked me what my shirt is of. On the inside I was like, "YAY SOMEONE ASKED ME ABOUT IT!! And it's Jack! I love him! In a non-weird way." I told him it was a Beatles/Doctor Who crossover, and he's like, "Yeah, it's a take on Abbey Road. Ooh, I see the TARDIS now, is that Tom Baker with the scarf?" I kind of almost asked him to marry me in that moment. It was amazing. I started naming off the other Doctors on the shirt, and then all of a sudden one of the girls in my class came up and gave me a quick hug and said, "Oh my god, I love you. Your shirt is amazing." So I told her about Teefury and shirt.woot where I get all my awesome nerd shirts. Finally, my own kind!

When people had performed their scenes and class was nearly over, as I was putting my chair away, the adorable guy that I'm semi-crushing on but never talk to came up to me and said, "Your shirt, that's from teefury  right? I saw it a few days ago. Very cool." Then left. I....I.... asdgdfjhkhlasffsgdlh;lllk; I was a puddle on the floor for a moment.

I could not concentrate on anything else for the rest of the day. Sociology and work was a boring blur.

Okay, well, I'm extremely tired, so I'm going to go attempt a nap. It did not work out yesterday.

Good bye, DFTBA, and Happy BEDA-ing.

BEDA Day 17: What is sleep and how do people get it?

I have seriously been having such a tough time getting to sleep lately. Well, more tough than usual. I always have sleeping problems, but I seriously only had four hours of sleep the entire week combined. Sundays are usually my sleep in days, and I could not even sleep past 8 a.m. Oh god what is wrong with me, I am turning into my grandmother.
Today was another shit day, and I am aware that my blog has turned into Jordyn's Pity Party, but so fucking what, I'll do what I want. Can't believe tomorrow is Monday. Do not want school, work, or life right now. Just want sleep.
Okay, I really need to cheer up. I'm sorry I've been such a twat. I am starting a pact now, with myself. I will lose 20 pounds or more before VidCon, which is in July. I will exercise daily and become a full vegan. I WILL look good before I go to VidCon. I'm tired of being a fat ass and not feeling pretty. I'm doing this for myself, not to impress people, but just for myself. I want to feel good and not depressed. I want some one to like me for crying out loud.
So, starting tomorrow, my pact will start. Don't worry, I will do this all healthily, I'm not desperate enough to harm myself by becoming bulimic or anorexic during the process. I just want to feel good and healthy and pretty.
That's pretty much it today. I'm going to try to take a nap.

BEDA Day 16: Saturdays of Woe

My good mood week had ended. Was in a shit mood today. I was depressed and whiny all day. Ate most of the day like the fat ass I am. You know what really sucks? Feeling completely over someone, then the moment you talk, whether it be text message or face to face, all the feelings you had for said person come flooding back in. It's not like I like said person anymore like I used to, but just all those memories between us come back and it sucks. I want to be over it, but I'm pathetic and I can't move on. And said person will never understand, ever. He knows how I felt about him, but after we had a big fall out, and then became friends again, I guess he just figured I was over it, because he acts like nothing happened.
You know what sucks even more? I was never given the opportunity to be with said person because I was his "best friend".
Fuck life, fuck love, fuck relationships. I'm going to finish watching Arcade Fire on the Coachella livestream now.
Bye or whatever.

BEDA Day 15: Friday Friday, partyin' partyin' yeah!

The title contains two truths and a lie. The truths are it's BEDA Day 15 and that it is in fact, Friday, but I am not 'partyin' partyin' yeah'. I'm a bad university student. I don't go to parties, I don't live on campus, I hardly even stay on campus long, I don't drink, I don't do any of that stuff. Uhhhh, I like reading? Yeah, that's it, I like reading.
Today went by very slowly, but I was still in a pretty good mood. I'm doing really well in college algebra and I am so happy about that. I have an exam on Monday and I think I may actually pass this one.
I love Fridays because I don't have my acting class, so I have about a two hour wait in between my math and sociology class. I usually sit outside and read, or sit in the Bizzini Hall (where my sociology class is located) lounge area when it's windy outside. Today, I decided to sit inside on the comfy seats because it was kind of cold out. I re-read all the chapters I had to study for my sociology test today, then read a bit of Bridget Jones' Diary that I am reading for my English class. Love that book so much by the way. I am definitely a Bridget Jones attitude.
Then I went off to sociology and basically kicked that test's butt. I finished the test early so I got to leave after I finished, which is probably one of the best things about university. That you get to leave as soon as you finish your exam/quiz and not have to wait until the whole class is finished. Since I had some extra time before work, I hurried off to Target to buy some more face wash because I am out AND HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS PART 1 on DVD. I can't believe it's here already! Only three more months until the very last movie EVER and then it is all over. :[ Of course, Harry Potter will never be over for us who remain loyal to him. :]
Speaking of Harry Potter, I am still holding on to the brink of hope for a roommate to go to LeakyCon with me. I WANT IT SO BAD. You have no idea. :[
AND, still speaking of Harry Potter, it is Emma Watson's TWENTY-FIRST birthday today. Wow. I'm only about a year and a half-ish younger. Growing up happens too fast. It's also Emma Thompson's birthday today as well (Trelawney). :]
Okay, I'm going to go watch Deathly Hallows and sob in the confides of my own room now, it was getting a bit embarrassing doing it in the movie theatres.
hah... If only I were joking.
Good night, DFTBA, and Happy BEDA-ing.


P.S. Lady Gaga just released her new single JUDAS and I already love it. I don't care what people say, I love Gaga, anyone who judges me for it can kiss my sass. Yes, my sass.

BEDA Day 14: Oh, Look, I'm an Elf.

I don't have much to say about what went on today, so I shall show you through pictures. Today will be a visual blog instead of a written one. :] I am also in a glorious mood today. I don't know what's got into me. All right, this is me as a woodland elf for my makeup design class. This is all I did today, just this, now I am tired, I want nap.

There you go.

OH, and HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS PART 1 COMES OUT ON DVD TOMORROW.