My good mood week had ended. Was in a shit mood today. I was depressed and whiny all day. Ate most of the day like the fat ass I am. You know what really sucks? Feeling completely over someone, then the moment you talk, whether it be text message or face to face, all the feelings you had for said person come flooding back in. It's not like I like said person anymore like I used to, but just all those memories between us come back and it sucks. I want to be over it, but I'm pathetic and I can't move on. And said person will never understand, ever. He knows how I felt about him, but after we had a big fall out, and then became friends again, I guess he just figured I was over it, because he acts like nothing happened.
You know what sucks even more? I was never given the opportunity to be with said person because I was his "best friend".
Fuck life, fuck love, fuck relationships. I'm going to finish watching Arcade Fire on the Coachella livestream now.
Bye or whatever.
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